For a long time, he let go, his eyes dazed as if silently urging him on to the next move.
But Xiaofan stopped. It's not that he wasn't romantic, nor did he claim to be a Gentleman. He had desires, but he wouldn't go to Bolan Street to find those kinds of women. If he didn't feel it himself, it wouldn't happen. Of course, Ren Ling's first time was out of his control.
"I have many secrets, but I can't tell you. The Shen Zhifan you see is not the real Shen Zhifan. Even the name is fake." That's all he could say.
"And then?"
"Then, if we keep going, it could lead to death. Sister..."
"No, it won't. Don't worry."
"Pfft." Unconsciously let out a burst of laughter.
That's not what Xiaofan meant, but he didn't know if Feng Feifei misunderstood or if she was joking intentionally. At the very least, her attitude was resolute, so firm that he couldn't refuse, nor did he want to.
"No matter what you do, I don't demand eternal love, I only strive for the present."
Eternal love, Feng Feifei dared not dream. In life, you encounter many passersby. Feng Feifei once deeply loved a man, but life is fragile. Only after he left this world did she realize there were too many things left undone, too many words left unsaid.
So, she's more intellectual, more mature than many women. When she meets the right person, she wants to seize the opportunity, even if it can't be forever, but she can't afford to miss it again.
Once missed, regret is inevitable. She could give her everything to the one she loved, even if his name was fake, but as long as the heart was true, everything else became unimportant.
"I owed a lot of people, especially women. Sister..."
"You don't understand women. Our sacrifices are voluntary, not meant to make you feel indebted to us. It's because we're afraid of not capturing the most beautiful moment?"
In dealing with him, one must be proactive. Otherwise, the two will never take this step. In retrospect, Feng Feifei had long intended or inadvertently created opportunities for Xiaofan, like massage, or letting him share a room with her.
But this guy had more hidden issues than she did, the repression in his heart seemed as if he couldn't breathe.
"Mm."
How many women were there around him? But what did it matter anyway? After all, the one holding him now was her.
A familiar yet unfamiliar sensation spread throughout Feng Feifei's body, the exchange of glances intoxicating her with abandon.
The entwined time always passed quickly, like in the blink of an eye, the next day seemed almost to arrive. Feng Feifei refused to sleep because she feared that once she awoke, he'd be gone, cherishing every minute.
But his strong embrace felt like the world's best lullaby; just lying in it for a moment made her sleep peacefully like a child. In her dreams, she kept murmuring: "Brother, stay with me a little longer, one more day, even half a day."
Short-lived heroism, deep sentimental ties. All he originally wanted was to protect her, give her peace, but unexpectedly, Sister Fei's greatest comfort was through this method.
She knew clearly that once she walked out of this room today, they might become strangers who didn't know each other.
She knew clearly that once she walked out of this room today, they might become strangers who didn't know each other.
He was gone, but memories remained.
Fate seemed already destined by heaven, arranged long ago.
If no one threatened Sisi, then Sisi wouldn't have hired a private bodyguard, and if Shen Zhifan hadn't spoken those harsh words after colliding with Liang Yanlong, Sisi wouldn't have specifically chosen him when picking a bodyguard.
Choosing him was right, as mentioned earlier, fate had arranged it long ago. With him, Sisi evaded danger multiple times, with him, life gained a slice of stability.
Remembering when he first arrived, how she and Sisi teamed up to prank him, denied him good days, and thinking of his expression of anger without venting, the corners of her mouth quietly left a smile.
Throughout these years of men she encountered, none ever got to her heart or made her feel moved, except this little guy.
Had she fallen for him? The answer was nowhere to be found. But Feng Feifei could be sure that if she truly couldn't bear life's loneliness anymore, the one to vent with her once would definitely be him, the only one would certainly be him.
"Boss, there's a latest update regarding Miss Feng Family."
"Mm? What update?"
"She, she is currently with Shen Zhifan in a hotel."
"Mm? You can leave now."
"Yes."
Zhu Fan quietly watched the red wine in his glass, for the first time, he felt he lost, and he lost to a seemingly insignificant punk.
Since childhood, he thought himself smarter than anyone, superior to everyone. But now, he actually lost.
"Shen Zhifan... You only met Feng Feifei before I did. But indeed, you are annoying, disrupting my good deeds with your presence."
Zhu Fan muttered alone, setting the wine down, taking out his phone and pressed a number.
"Hello, Zhong."
"Boss, what do you need?"
"Get Shen Zhifan and Li Yunlong in here as soon as possible. The next training list will be out soon. Once they arrive, add them to the list."
"Yes."
"Also, how's the research institute?"
"Everything is good, the police found two handled corpses in the mountains the other day, and I've smoothed everything over. Please rest assured."
"Next time toss the bodies into the sea, sink them to the seabed, who can find them then."
"Yes, boss."
"And one more thing, if Shen Zhifan and the others pass the training, let Bai Xue, Leng Yue, and Ruyu get close to him, watch his every move at all times. Got my meaning?"
"Them..."
"Any problem?"
"No, I understand."
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