If this is the best ending, why can't I forget you? Am I destined to live my life like this, never able to kiss the one I love most again?
A week after Shen Zuimo left H City. Xiaofan was discharged from the hospital, and went to the criminal investigation bureau to do a detailed report. Because the incident was complicated, the police did not pursue any criminal charges against Xiaofan. So after completing the report, Xiaofan returned home.
But, is this home without her still a home?
He opened the door, as usual, his eyes instinctively fixed on the sofa. Every time he returned home, she would be lying on the sofa in sexy pajamas watching TV or playing with her phone.
Back then, when he was training his physical strength, he had heavy lead weights tied to him, and every time he came home, he was exhausted like a dog, and she would silently go to heat water for him to soak his feet.
"Who are you, where is this place?"
"I can't move my hand, can you help me clean the wound?"
"Do you know the alcohol rubbing method for reducing fever?" "Yes."
"Then why are you still standing there? Hurry and help me wipe!"
"Feed me. I can't move."
"I seem to be called this name: Shen Zuimo."
"Help me buy clothes, pants, underwear, panties, and sanitary pads."
"Hmm? If you dare touch my body again, I'll chop off your paw."
"You can't even look, believe it or not, once I'm healed, I'll gouge out your eyes."
"You're back? Wash your hands, don't touch the food I cooked with your dirty hands."
"Stop, I can go with you, but you must promise not to harm him."
"If he dies, I will die with him."
"Finally, I'm leaving, don't look for me anymore, I will be happy, you must be happy too. Goodbye…"
Beautiful memories seem to have passed, every corner of the room still retains her scent, yet these wonderful memories sting Xiaofan's heart like needles.
She left. This departure means she will never come back.
'Bang.'
Slamming the door shut, Xiaofan sprinted downstairs. He didn't want to stay at home, didn't want to think about Shen Zuimo, only escaping far away could relieve his pain.
H City restored its original prosperity, no, it should be said it was originally this prosperous. The college entrance exam students put down their burdens, with the holidays approaching, they can indulge for once. Shaking off the shackle of studies and enjoying their lives.
As time passed, everyone gradually forgot about the once sensational raid case, and everything that happened in the cedar forest on the eastern outskirts was fully sealed.
Ren Zhongtian's ashes were sent back to the headquarters of Yanhuang Soul, and on that day, all warriors at the base came to bid farewell, and the unique flag representing Yanhuang Soul was lowered halfway for his final departure.
Of course, Xiaofan did not know what the name Ren Zhongtian represented or what the fall of the world's first War God signified. Wandering aimlessly on the streets, unsure where to go. Stumbling along without direction.
"Hey, Brother Fan."
Suddenly a taxi stopped beside Xiaofan. A stylish, sexy woman stuck her head out of the window and smiled at Xiaofan.
"Zhong Ying?" Xiaofan instinctively called out her name. <If you don't remember who she is, you can look back at Chapter Fifty, which mentions this woman's name.>
"Going to the bar? Let's go together."
"Bar? Hmm, alright."
It turns out Star Moon Bar became Xiaofan's only place to go. However, he didn't come here to talk about his inner distress with his brothers but to drink.
What's so good about alcohol, so bitter and hard to drink. It makes you drunk. This was Xiaofan's previous assessment of alcohol. Now suddenly he feels alcohol is a decent thing; it can numb his brain, allowing him to forget Shen Zuimo in that moment.
He drank from evening until nine at night, after vomiting five times, Xiaofan finally couldn't stand it anymore and was carried into a private room by a few brothers to lie down. But who knew, after sleeping for two hours, he rushed downstairs again and continued to drink heavily surrounded by women.
Anyone could see he was here seeking oblivion, but no one dared to stop him, even Fei tried to persuade him, but Xiaofan still raised his glass wanting to drink heartily with Fei. If they don't drink, it means they aren't considered brothers.
After saying that, who could still persuade him? Who dared to try?
They could only watch as he drank until he couldn't move, retching with stomach cramps, and then carry him back to a private room to rest.
Yet Xiaofan kept this state, lingering in the bar for three days. Sleeping in the bar's private room by day, at night he would run downstairs to drink, then dance, amuse, and banter with the bar's beauties.
However, he wasn't the only one suffering.
Over these three days, Chen Mengying watched Xiaofan turn into this state and was heartbroken. Previously, when Xiaofan hung out at the bar joking with women, putting his arms around them, making off-color remarks, it was nothing, just acting in the moment, he was still Ye Xiaofan. But now, where was that cheerful and lively Ye Xiaofan?
His eyes lacked any shine, the whole person seemed like a soulless shell, a mere hollow presence sitting there. How was he still merely playing along? It was clearly decadence, almost as if wanting to sink entirely into ruin.
But at this moment, she didn't know what to do, couldn't persuade him like the 'old class monitor' used to, didn't even know what position to place herself in, because, perhaps she was dispensable in his heart.
"Hey, Zhong Ying, I have a question for you." Xiaofan pulled a beauty close, then asked Zhong Ying sitting not far away.
"Hmm? Go ahead."
Xiaofan's status was different now, everyone in the bar knew Xiaofan was the brother Ouyang Xiong valued most, as long as he nodded, he could rise to manage a domain, so the girls frequently visiting the bar were willing to chat, drink, and even do more with Xiaofan.
"I heard eighty percent of women masturbate while showering, while only twenty percent sing in the shower. Do you know what song they sing?" Xiaofan smiled cunningly and asked aloud.
"I don't know." Zhong Ying seriously thought about it, shook her head.
"Oh, don't know huh." Xiaofan said gleefully then mischievously asked, "Then when you shower, do you use your fingers or something else to masturbate?"
Hearing this, Zhong Ying was stunned. The girls nearby seemed to understand and burst out laughing.
"Hahahahaha…"
"Ah, you dead guy, you tricked me, I hate you, go die." Zhong Ying realized late, her answer was 'I don't know,' meaning she wasn't among that twenty percent of women, what does the remaining percent mean?
Xiaofan used his wit to tell dirty jokes, making everyone laugh out loud.
"Ye Xiaofan, your jokes are really funny."
Just when everyone was laughing because of Xiaofan's joke, a weak female voice suddenly came from the side.
Xiaofan looked up, stunned to see Liu Siyan, blushing and embarrassed standing aside, clearly, she had heard all the words Xiaofan said earlier.
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