Li Yan was truly rendered speechless by the always bashful and shy Huang Ying. Yes, she wasn't demanding to marry her, everything was as agreed before, yet after she spoke up, he still didn't have her body.
'Is it that I have low self-esteem, or is it you? Or do you think I have low self-esteem, when actually you're not aware it's you who is self-conscious?'
This really was a question, for in the past, Li Yan only ever saw Huang Ying's insecure side and never considered whether he might share the same trait.
Just like what he just said, 'Do you know what kind of person I am?' 'Do you know how many women I've been to bed with?' 'I can't even remember myself! I don't even remember a rough figure.' These words, somewhat reflected a sense of shame in front of a pure girl, just because he was a man and never had this thought.
Looking at the self-confident Huang Ying looking down at him, Li Yan suddenly laughed. As for her question, he'd stop dwelling on it, since it could make her more confident and less sad, what did the situation matter?
"Alright then, whatever you say..."
Li Yan meant that whether you say I'm insecure or you are, it doesn't matter, I don't mind if you think I'm insecure. But to Huang Ying, this sounded like he agreed to her earlier words, 'Take me already', and immediately her face lit with excitement before turning to a shy blush.
"Then... let's do it..."
Do it? Do what? Li Yan was speechless.
"Since you have so much experience..." Huang Ying leaned down onto his chest, murmuring, "... can you make it so it doesn't hurt?"
Li Yan felt a bit awkward, "Well, it can't be avoided."
"Then... do your best..."
At this point, Li Yan had no choice. If he didn't take action now, he'd be letting down her words. He unceremoniously flipped Huang Ying over, pressing on top of her, and then lowered his head to kiss her lips!
...
When the deeply sleeping Huang Ying awoke again, the sun was already setting.
She stretched her arms, feeling languid and a bit weak, but different from the initial weakness after fainting. This was a kind of deep, tingling, laziness down to the bones.
Stretching her arms, she noticed she was alone under the duvet, still naked, but didn't feel Li Yan's presence, which mildly surprised her.
Opening her eyes to look around, there was no one in the room; his clothes were taken too.
This left Huang Ying feeling a bit deflated, he had left, hadn't he? Right, he still had work, his own matters, how could he just stay here comforting me?
But he... just left like that? It's not like it was my first time giving myself to him, at least stay with me a little.
She moved her legs slightly, feeling very satisfied. It seemed that guy really had been with many women... but so what? They were just one-night stands before; even if he has a girlfriend now, so what?
As she was lost in thoughts, a sudden sound of a drill startled her back to reality!
Right, it was this sound that woke her up. Initially she thought some neighbor was renovating, but now it was clear, the sound was crisp, instantly recognizing the vibration in the walls, it was inside her house!
What's going on?
Why is someone renovating in my house?
Huang Ying, disregarding the lazy feeling, hurriedly got up to put on clothes. The underwear and nightwear she prepared earlier, Li Yan had placed them at the side of the bed; she managed herself quickly.
But while putting on her underwear, Huang Ying discovered a problem, one more serious than her home being 'renovated'!
She realized she hadn't bled!
To her, this was a catastrophic shock. Doesn't every girl bleed when becoming a woman? Why hadn't she?
Was it possible he didn't actually do it? No, clearly she felt him stirring under the sheets, how could such a magical experience be if he didn't?
This left Huang Ying sitting dazed on the bed after putting on her bra, losing the will to get up. Her mind echoed with one thought: Li Yan must've discovered that she wasn't in pain, nor did she bleed, thus thinking she was a fallen woman!
Admittedly, he himself wasn't a virgin, and he mentioned bedding many women, but he respected her and feared she'd regret it because he thought she was different from the other women. But in the end... he had no virgin complex, but he must've felt deceived by her! Her usual image was just pretentious!
Hence, he left abruptly without a word!
Thinking this, Huang Ying felt a headache, clenching her hair tightly, how could this happen? Why did it happen? How would she explain this to him? What exactly was going on!
Physical education class? Bicycle?
She started thinking of those widely circulated reasons, recalling if she ever injured herself vigorously in a gym class or while biking, but found no such memory.
...
Huang Ying didn't know how long she'd been in a stupor, even the sounds of clattering outside couldn't stir her care. She only felt her world was shrouded in gray!
Her earlier forwardness wouldn't make him think her cheap.
But paired with this outcome, what would he think?
He must believe she had prior experience, couldn't resist luring him, yet still acted pure as an YD woman, right?
Huang Ying bitterly smiled.
What is this, shooting herself in the foot?
Only one thought ran through her mind: Why am I so unlucky? Why is heaven so unfair to me?
Until she heard a stranger's voice outside, startling her once again. Given how things were, no amount of complaints would help, but what was happening outside? Did Li Yan leave, and without locking the door, a thief came in to steal?
The house didn't have anything valuable; she wasn't afraid of theft. But given her current state, if those bastards came in to assault her... it would truly be adding insult to injury, devastating her!
Drawing a deep breath, Huang Ying secretly encouraged herself to get up, dress, lock the door, and look for self-defense weapons in the bedroom, eventually only finding a clothes drying rod, which she'd have to use for protection.
She waited by the door for a while, hearing the sound of a door closing, sensing the strangers outside seemed to have left.
Ransacked the place bare, realized I was poor, and left?
If not further insult, at least sleet and snow, right? Thinking her simple home might be emptied out, Huang Ying sighed again: Why am I so unlucky? Why is heaven so unfair to me?
She didn't know how her home ended up, noticing the outside seemed quiet; she opened the bedroom door to a shocking sight—her home had become utterly disheveled in just a few hours!
This was simply absurd, not only breaking in but planning to take over this place?
Walking around, holding the drying rod, Huang Ying suddenly noticed someone still in the house, a figure emerged from the kitchen, and she shouted, swinging the rod at the head of the emerging silhouette!
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