Wednesday morning arrived with the same 5:30 am alarm that had become my routine over the past eight weeks, but this morning felt different.

I pulled on my running gear in the darkness of my flat, laced up my trainers, and stepped out into the London streets that were still quiet and cold. The city hadn't woken up yet, but I had. My mind was already racing ahead to 2 pm, to Millwall U18s, to the match that would test everything we'd built.

I ran 6k in 33:54, a new personal best. The system noted it in my vision, Fitness 49/100, Cardiovascular Endurance 46/100, but I barely registered the numbers. They were just data points, abstract measurements that didn't capture what I was feeling.

Eight weeks of work. Eight weeks of drilling, coaching, teaching, and building. Eight weeks of trying to turn a group of talented but disorganized teenagers into a team that understood pressing triggers, recovery runs, and transitions. Today, we'd find out if any of it had actually worked.

By the time I arrived at Copers Cope at 7:30 am, the staff were already there, and seeing them gave me a surge of confidence I hadn't expected. Sarah was hunched over her laptop in the video analysis room, reviewing footage of Millwall's recent matches.

Rebecca was out on the pitch setting up cones for the pre-match activation drills, her movements efficient and purposeful.

Michael was in the goalkeeping area organizing his equipment, laying out gloves and positioning markers with the precision of someone who'd done this a thousand times. It had only been two days since Rebecca and Michael had officially started on Monday, but already they felt like they'd been part of the team for months. That was the thing about good people they just fit.

"Morning," Sarah said, looking up from her laptop when I walked into the analysis room. Her eyes were tired, with dark circles underneath them. "You sleep?"

"Not really," I admitted, pulling up a chair next to her. "You?"

"Me neither. Watched three of their matches last night. They're physical. Direct. Good at set pieces. But not particularly technical. Their center-backs just boot it long whenever they're under pressure."

"So our pressing should cause them problems," I said, leaning forward to watch the footage on her screen. Millwall's center-back received the ball, looked up, saw pressure coming, and immediately launched it toward their striker.

"If the lads execute," Sarah said, and there was something in her voice not doubt, exactly, but awareness of the stakes. "If they remember their triggers. If they stay organized. If they don't panic when Millwall go physical."

That was the question, wasn't it? If. Eight weeks of preparation, and it all came down to whether eighteen-year-olds could execute under pressure against a team that would try to bully them.

The players arrived at 10 am for a light session, just activation work to get their bodies ready without tiring them out before the match. I gathered them in the changing room before we went out onto the pitch, and when I looked around at the twenty faces staring back at me, I felt the weight of responsibility settle on my shoulders.

My squad. The team I'd been building for eight weeks. Reece Hannam, the captain, our rock at center-back, solid and reliable, leading by example. Nya Kirby, our central midfielder and engine room, is hard-working and intelligent, always asking questions, always trying to understand the why behind every instruction.

Connor Blake, our striker, is talented but inconsistent, still learning to trust the system.

Ryan Fletcher in goal, a good shot-stopper whose distribution was improving under Michael's coaching. Lewis Grant, alongside Reece at center-back, is athletic and quick.

Jake Morrison and Sam Porter in central midfield with Nya, giving us energy and pressing intensity. Tom Davies on the wing, quick and direct. And ten others. Twenty lads in total. My responsibility.

"Today's a test," I said, keeping my voice steady even though my heart was hammering in my chest. "Not just of your ability, but of everything we've been working on. For eight weeks, we've drilled the pressing system. Triggers. Recovery runs. Transitions. Today, we find out if it works. Today, we find out if you can execute what we've taught you against a team that's going to try to intimidate you, that's going to be physical and direct and aggressive."

I paused, looking at each of them in turn, trying to make eye contact, trying to convey confidence I wasn't entirely sure I felt.

"Millwall are physical. They're direct. They'll try to intimidate you. Don't let them. Play our game. Press high, win the ball, attack quickly. Trust the system. Trust each other. Trust yourselves. You've done the work. You know what to do. Now go out there and show them."

Connor nodded, his jaw set with determination. Reece gave me a thumbs up, calm and composed as always. Nya was already bouncing on his toes, ready to go, that nervous energy that he always channeled into his performance.

"One more thing," I added, and this part was harder to say because it meant being vulnerable in front of them. "This is my first match as your manager. Proper match, against another team. I'm nervous. I'm excited. And I'm proud. Proud of the work you've put in, proud of how far you've come in eight weeks. Now let's go show them what we've got."

The coach ride to Millwall's training ground was quiet, filled with that nervous energy that comes before a match. I sat at the front, trying to look calm and composed, trying to project confidence, while my stomach churned and my mind ran through every possible scenario.

Emma had texted that morning You've got this. Trust yourself. and I'd stared at those words for a long moment, wanting to believe them, wanting to trust myself the way she seemed to trust me.

The pitch was tucked away behind Millwall's main facility, a decent surface with small stands on one side and no one watching except a handful of their staff.

Their lads were already warming up when we arrived, and they looked exactly as I'd expected big, physical, the kind of players who'd try to impose themselves through strength rather than skill.

Our warm-up was sharp, Rebecca putting the lads through activation drills that got their muscles firing without tiring them out. Sarah gathered them for one final tactical reminder, and I stood back and watched, letting her do what she did best.

"Pressing triggers," she said, her voice clear and authoritative. "Center-back receives with head up that's the trigger. Front three press immediately, cutting off the easy pass. Midfield three push up to win the second ball. Back four steps up to compress space. Everyone moves together. It's not about individual pressing, it's about pressing as a unit."

The lads nodded. They knew this. We'd drilled it a thousand times over the past eight weeks until it was muscle memory.

"Recovery runs," I added, stepping forward. "If we lose the ball, six-second rule. Sprint back into position, cut off counter-attacks, force them wide. No jogging. No walking. Sprint. Every single time."

"And transitions," Sarah finished. "Win the ball high, attack immediately. Three passes maximum before we shoot. Quick. Direct. Ruthless. Make them pay for every mistake."

Michael pulled Ryan aside for a final word about distribution, reminding him to hit Nya or Jake in midfield when building from the back, to go long to Connor only if the press was too intense, and to make sure every pass was accurate. No hopeful punts. No giving the ball away cheaply.

I gathered them in a huddle one last time before kickoff, and when I looked around at their faces focused, determined, ready I felt something shift inside me. We'd done the work. They'd done the work. Now it was about trusting that work.

"Eleven versus eleven. Sixty minutes, two halves. This is what we've been working for. Let's go."

***

Thank you to nameyelus and chisum_lane for the gifts.

If you find any errors ( broken links, non-standard content, etc.. ), Please let us know < report chapter > so we can fix it as soon as possible.