Eze's goal was a moment of pure, transcendent genius, a flash of individual brilliance that was utterly disconnected from the team's collective performance. It was the goal of a player who was playing for himself, for his own future, for a move to a bigger and better club.

The goal was more than a score; it was a scene from his dream. As the net rippled, I saw the same fierce joy he'd described just days ago when he told me about his dream of one day playing for Arsenal.

The crowd, a mix of relief and awe, roared its approval. The winner, in the seventy-first minute, was the polar opposite of Eze's masterpiece, but it was every bit as beautiful in its own, ugly way. It was a goal born of pure, working-class grit.

Semenyo, a relentless, buzzing hornet on the right wing, chased down a lost cause, muscled his way past the fullback, and whipped in a desperate, hopeful cross. It was a terrible cross, a scuffed, mis-hit ball that should have been easily dealt with.

But Connor Blake, a predator who smelled blood, was already moving. He anticipated the defender's clumsy, panicked clearance, pouncing on the loose ball like a wolf on a wounded deer. It wasn't pretty.

He swivelled, off-balance, and stabbed the ball towards the goal, a messy, desperate, toe-poked finish that trickled over the line as it passed the goalkeeper who tried to catch the ball.

1-2.

It was a goal that perfectly encapsulated our new identity: a team of artists and assassins, of silk and steel. But as the final whistle blew, and the players celebrated a victory they had clawed back from the abyss, I felt nothing.

No joy. No relief. Just a hollow, empty ache in the pit of my stomach. We had won the match. But the cost of that victory felt impossibly, unbearably high.

It was a victory, but it was a hollow, meaningless one. It was a victory that felt like a defeat.

Later, in the quiet, echoing emptiness of the post-match changing room, long after the other players had showered and left, I found him. Lewis was sitting on the bench, still in his full kit, his head in his hands, his body shaking with the force of his silent, heartbroken sobs.

I sat down next to him, the space between us a vast, unbridgeable chasm of my own making. I didn't know what to say. "I'm sorry" felt pathetic, an insult to the depth of his pain. "It was a tactical decision" felt like a lie, a cowardly attempt to hide behind the cold, impersonal logic of the game.

So I said nothing. I just sat there, a silent, guilty witness to the wreckage I had created. After a long time, he finally looked up, his face a mess of tears and raw, unfiltered despair. "I gave everything," he whispered, his voice hoarse, broken.

"Everything I had. And it wasn't enough." The words hit me with the force of a physical blow, a simple, devastating summary of the brutal, unforgiving world we both inhabited.

"It was enough, Lewis," I said, my own voice thick with an emotion I couldn't name. "It was more than enough. But football… football doesn't care about enough." The system, my silent, ever-present confessor, chose that moment to deliver its own chilling verdict.

A notification flashed in my mind, its text a cold, clinical confirmation of the abyss we had both fallen into: "Lewis Grant: Morale Critical. Risk of requesting transfer." The victory over Reading was already a distant, meaningless memory.

A new, more painful battle, a battle for the soul of a player I had broken, was just beginning. The squad, once a tight-knit, unified force, was now a collection of fractured, competing loyalties.

Some of the players, the younger ones who had looked up to Lewis, shot me dark, resentful glances. Others, the more pragmatic, ambitious ones, sided with Tyler, their respect for his quality overriding any sympathy they might have felt for Lewis.

Tyler himself, a good man caught in an impossible situation, tried to bridge the divide. He approached Lewis in the changing room, his face a mask of genuine, heartfelt concern.

"You're a better player than me, mate," he said, his voice low and earnest. "I just had a bit of luck." Lewis just looked at him, his eyes dead, hollow.

"Don't lie to make me feel better, Tyler," he said, his voice flat, devoid of all emotion. And then he walked away, leaving Tyler standing there, a helpless, unwitting accomplice in my crime.

The captain, Reece Hannam, a natural leader who was usually so adept at navigating the complex, delicate ecosystem of the dressing room, was at a loss. He tried to talk to Lewis, to Connor, to the younger players, but the divisions were too deep, the wounds too raw.

The team was broken, and I was the one who had broken it.

Emma, my moral compass, my anchor in the storm, was facing her own impossible choice. Her article about the match was a masterpiece of journalistic integrity, a balanced, nuanced piece that acknowledged the victory while also hinting at the underlying tensions, at Lewis's public, painful struggle.

I appreciated her professionalism, her refusal to shy away from the difficult truth. But Lewis, already feeling betrayed by me, saw her article as another act of public humiliation, another knife in his already bleeding back.

The chasm between us all grew a little wider. And then, as if the universe had decided that my week hadn't been quite hellish enough, Gary called. His voice was grim, business-like.

"We need to talk about Lewis," he said, his tone leaving no room for argument. "And we need to talk about Eze." My heart sank.

"What about Eze?" I asked, a cold, sickening dread creeping into my voice.

"The senior team manager wants him," Gary said, his words a death knell for the fragile, fleeting hope I had been clinging to. "He wants him training with the first team."

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