To be honest, Lin Nan always felt that even though she had become a girl, she wasn't particularly pretty.

Her facial features were at most above average, roughly a small beauty. In every class, there weren't exactly a dime a dozen girls prettier than her, but there were at least two or three.

At most she had the looks to compete for class beauty, but compared to those campus beauties and popular goddesses, she was far behind.

However, due to magic, her skin had always been very good. Although her figure hadn't fully developed yet, her limbs and bone structure were all proportioned and slender. Her figure could basically be considered the so-called golden ratio.

Chen Yao should still consider me a close friend, but after knowing I'm a girl, he's subconsciously more attentive?

Just like how Tu Junhui's attitude toward her had obviously improved after accidentally treating her as a girl. His jokes when teasing were no longer overly crude, and he used much less profanity in conversation.

Lin Nan couldn't figure it out, but this feeling of being carefully looked after was indeed very nice.

Although she had moved out of the dormitory, on Monday at noon Lin Nan still happily followed her roommates back to the dormitory for a nap, only returning to her rental apartment alone after afternoon classes ended.

On the way back, she stopped by the courier station to pick up what she had ordered online yesterday. Since she had specifically chosen a local merchant, both shipping and delivery were very fast. In just one day, all her items had arrived.

"Don't come tonight." Sitting on the sofa in her rental apartment, Lin Nan sent Chen Yao a message on her phone.

Although being taken care of felt good, she felt that if Chen Yao came over, wouldn't it be no different from being in the dormitory?

And this guy Chen Yao actually had a reaction to her!

Today her period had finally ended. She felt much lighter, and having gotten familiar with the rental apartment yesterday, she felt somewhat more at ease living there.

Opening the express packaging and taking out the underwear she had bought, Lin Nan's expression gradually became serious. Cola also jumped onto the coffee table, curiously observing the items Lin Nan had purchased.

With her cheeks somewhat flushed, Lin Nan picked up an A-size bra with trembling hands, but had no idea how to start.

To be honest, before this, her knowledge of women was basically all from adult anime, and she hadn't watched much of that. Not being an experienced person, when the real thing was placed in front of her, she was completely bewildered. (TN: We lost a man of culture.)

The bra she bought was an invisible style, or rather the shoulder straps were semi-transparent, so the straps at the shoulder blades wouldn't be obvious after wearing.

But the problem was, how to put it on?

Lin Nan's face was flushed, lips pressed together, somehow feeling resistant to wearing such things.

Throwing the bra in her hands onto the table, she collapsed back against the sofa somewhat desperately: "What if classmates notice I'm wearing this thing? Right now they all still think I'm male... Winter is fine, but what about summer?"

But if she didn't wear it, her chest was always sensitive during daily activities, making her feel uncomfortable all over.

Cola looked up at her, suddenly realizing that Lin Nan still hadn't completely accepted being female psychologically.

"Should I try it?" After looking up how to wear it online, Lin Nan suddenly sat up straight, muttering to encourage herself, "If it really doesn't work I'll just throw it away. Anyway, one piece only costs twenty or thirty yuan. I can earn it back by doing more part-time work..."

She suddenly noticed Cola's interested gaze. Her already flushed cheeks immediately became even redder. Even knowing this was a female cat, she still felt extremely ashamed. She grabbed Cola and threw it into the bedroom by the scruff of its neck.

Then she took a deep breath, took off her jacket and clothes completely, and tremblingly tried to put on the bra while naked.

It went relatively smoothly, except the motion of reaching behind her back to fasten the bra was a bit clumsy.

About five minutes later, Lin Nan had put it on with a completely red face, then made slight adjustments according to online reminders.

Mm, it felt uncomfortably tight, a bit painful, and somewhat hard to breathe. The strong sense of shame also began impacting her brain, making the already blushing Lin Nan feel even more dizzy.

She changed to a B cup bra, which was much looser after putting it on, but was obviously too big.

"So I'm probably around B cup."

The familiar sense of shame accompanied by strong stimulation kept impacting her brain in waves. Although there was no one else in the room, Lin Nan still felt her heart couldn't take the stimulation. Her heart was beating so fast it made her hands tremble and breathing somewhat difficult.

After learning her true size, for some reason she actually felt a bit disappointed.

Looking down, because the bra had some gathering function, the visual effect actually looked pretty good.

Calm down, calm down!

But she still felt so ashamed!!!

Just trying it on at home was already this shameful. If she wore it out, she'd probably run away in embarrassment if anyone looked at her.

Then there were the panties...

Lin Nan's gaze shifted to those pink and white triangle panties.

She really couldn't accept it!

She angrily took them off, then hurriedly put her clothes back on.

Previously she had done many highly embarrassing things to unlock magic, like wearing a women's swimsuit last time, but that was only temporary, just wearing a swimsuit for a moment. But these women's undergarments might stay with her all day.

Let's look at the pajamas instead.

The pajamas she bought were men's silk shirts plus shorts. However, when she took them out of the express package, she discovered the pajamas seemed to be bought a bit too large.

Because she had planned to wear them loose, she bought size 175. But now she didn't know how short her height had become. When she put the pajamas on over her clothes, the hem even covered two-thirds of her thighs, just like wearing a skirt.

As for the pajama pants, they were too loose on her, but the silk fabric of the pajamas was indeed quite comfortable.

She walked to the mirror in the living room, looking at herself in the mirror while casually kicking her legs and stretching her arms. Perhaps the movements were too big, because the pants slipped down her thighs.

"???"

Lin Nan looked at herself in the mirror, feeling like she was wearing a so-called boyfriend shirt, or wearing a nightgown.

The flush that had just faded climbed up her cheeks again. She really couldn't accept overly feminine items. And from the perspective of her former male self, her body was actually quite alluring, unbearable to look at.

She had clearly worn women's clothing before, worn a school swimsuit, so why was this so hard to accept?

"This is so difficult for me..." Taking off the pajamas, Lin Nan helplessly sat back on the sofa.

She was clearly no longer a man. No matter what, she should accept these things and become a normal, ordinary woman.

In a few years perhaps she would forget her former male identity and face a new life with a girl's body.

But she still felt somewhat unwilling. After putting on women's products, after the shame and stimulation, she would even feel a strange anger, making her eyes moist and nose sour, with long-suppressed unwillingness rushing to her head.

She thought she had already accepted her fate.

"It's all that bitch Lilith's fault!" So Lin Nan once again blamed the missing Lilith.

Cola in the room looked bewildered: What did I do?

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